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My journal is here for me, for you, for anyone who cares to read my thoughts. My moods change with the wind, I can be flying high and free one day and crashing down the next. I have many loves in life yet sometimes I wonder why I am here. I feel the need to reach out sometimes and share though I can be a recluse. My life has been a strange series of starts and stops. My one constant is my love of God: not in a dogmatic or fundamentalistic way, just that Great White Light I believe we all come from and go back to...Music:I love many types of music, I do have a great love for Modern Rock and alternative Rock, songs that move my soul, bands that have meaning in their lyrics, music that gives me goosebumps and moves me to tears. I love to have fun, I live for that feeling of butterflies in my stomach because something great being anticipated. I love being in love, I love being in lust. I love to be able to express without holding back, without negative feedback or invalidation. I love my 15 year old cat who is still a rascal. I love those who help others without expecting anything in return. I love Spirituality, whatever is is you believe, whatever moves your soul. I love to exercise and dance, to move my body and mold it to look as best as it can, though I also love to be lazy, lazy, lazy, to watch hours of TV shows/movies that I love on the couch. I love the beach...swimming in the ocean is a beautiful natural high that I wish I could partake in everyday. Life is a roller coaster, no wonder I love roller coasters, the climbing up, up, up, the drop down, screaming, laughing, being knocked around, feeling so high and that there's a chance you might die...sounds almost like sex, doesn't it? I love to laugh and to make people laugh. Laughing cures most ills, to experience those hard bellie laughs is just so important.